Here comes December!

Well well, here comes the final month of the year, the month with joy and merry for christmas and new year is around the corner.

But the very first day of it is gonna be a tough one for me. First off, yesterday I was on leave and was happily enjoying my time with my friends and sisters when suddenly my camp mate informed I just made a major cock-up in my store check, and that my female warrant officer wants to see me regarding this (for a major scolding session obviously). I guess she's gonna spam a loads of extra duties on me. I dunno what will be left of me after she's through with me *sigh*

And the fact that today is my duty doesn't makes thing any better. It just means I will be busy the whole day, and stay overnight at my camp.

What a way to start December!

When will this madness end...

焦りと矛盾

Enjoying a rare opportunity of off-day. But I have this feeling of rush in me, like having an URGENT need to do something, something meaningful, spend my time meaningfully, not just sitting in front of computer all day, not just internet surfing all day, not DOTAing the whole day... C'mon, there should be something I can do! To change myself, to improve myself.

Since my reposting to SSU MT, I have learn to treasure my time. The time is precious, especially during your off day or when you are out of camp. But on the other hand i keep wishing the time will fly by right till my ORD day.

Arrgh, i hate dillemmas.

216 days to ORD